It was just another occasion of compulsory attendance. I really wanted to be out of the loop. The reason was simple from my point of view - I had my share of responsibilities to meet. But when I met the authorities for exemption, they took my case with extreme prejudice as if my intentions had no value attached. Finally they gave me the exemption but made me feel really bad about it. So bad that I wanted to commit Seppuku just right there.
My mind was cluttered by the words of the Shepard,who led them. My actions had turned out to be real reactionary ones and that too against me. His words still haunt me and I feel they are suffocating me giving me no hope for the time to come.
I hope to survive this debacle but can I make it. This question will pester me atleast for next few days. I have to do something about it.I do, yes I do.
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